Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Starting Over

It's always scary to start over, whether it's a job, changing your degree, moving, or a new relationship. For me it's a multitude of things. Despite others opinions I have started over with someone else, but that's my decision, right? Within this beginning with someone new I have decided to change my life style. And a lot of it. Those of you that know me personally know that I can not be the happiest camper, amazing right? Positive thinking is definitely not my strong suit, but I am making it such. For me my negative thinking went farther than just seeing the glass as half empty, it consumed my life. I was moody, mad, hated life, and always felt fucked. Literally. It seemed every day for the last two semester I have had the feeling that I am going to fail. I don't know why, I am a straight A student. It was dumb really. I was living in my own personal hell. Maybe it was because I just wasn't happy with life in general or maybe it was just me.
It hit me one day. Life doesn't suck. You are making it suck. And YOU need to change that. So that is exactly what I am doing. I've 'liked' thousands of things on Facebook that are about the power of positive thinking and I am honestly trying to distance myself from all the negative people in my life. I am starting my life over, fresh. In all honesty I have never been happier. Some say it's the new guy in my life that treats me like a Queen, and that is a lot of it. But the biggest aspect is me. I have changed my thinking. I'm not looking for the reasons to be unhappy, I am looking for the opposite. I didn't enjoy the last years of feeling like the world is always falling apart. I am sure you don't either, if you can relate to this.

Life is hard enough. Why do we make it harder? Why do we choose to surround ourselves with negative people? I have a challenge for you today. Distance yourself for the negativity, like the above image says. Start today, you'll see a difference. :) <3